So then, how should this all start?
Lets start with introductions
Hello, my name is Kyle Gustafson and I have a problem...
I am a broken man living in a broken and hurting world.
I am an Ohio boy, born and raised, who (at the time of this writing) has found himself living and working in the great state of Wisconsin. I graduated from pharmacy school this past spring and packed up my life to take a Residency position at a hospital in Madison, a city where I knew not a single person. While I am enjoying the process of shaping a new life for myself, I am still reeling from the loss of my support structure- my friends, family, and church.
In the midst of this turmoil, I have made the bold decision to use this time in my life to grow in character, faith, and love. It has been a struggle so far and I suspect it will never be anything close to easy- but I want to leave my year in Wisconsin feeling like a MAN. Not a beard wearing, fart making, belly scratching man; but a man built on a foundation of stone.
"I will show you what he is like who comes to me and hears my words and puts them into practice. 48He is like a man building a house, who dug down deep and laid the foundation on rock. When a flood came, the torrent struck that house but could not shake it, because it was well built." -Luke 6:47-48
This blog will chronicle that journey. It will be filled with many things. Love, Hope, Disappointment, Misspellings, Faith, Frustration, and Ignorance. It will be uncensored, real, and self incriminating. I do not have an accountability partner, a small group, or christian support- and so this blog will become that for me. You- the Internet- will be my sounding board for the lessons I learn, the mistakes I make, and the thoughts and struggles I have.
I have spent to long living my life for me, its time I start living it for him...
"I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me." Galatians 2:20
Dearest Gus Gus,
ReplyDeleteI'm proud that you're taking this journey of growth and definition in Christ upon yourself in such a difficult time and place.
Know that all things pass and the loneliness and lack of structure you're feeling (structure in your supporting foundations) will rebuild itself a stronger, newer sort upon the road you're walking now.
I love you and I'm here, reading right alongside this journey of yours.
Take care dear friend and I look forward to more posts!